waiting

So I woke up yesterday with my usual "Wednesday before my period" feeling, which is basically headachy and exhausted and only lasts one day.  My point is that I think my period is coming instead of being preggo .  Even though I haven't taken a test, I'm discouraged...waiting month after month is so hard!  I'm always reduced to tears when AF comes...and I go into hysterics when I have to look at the negative pregnancy test.  There have been two months when I honestly thought I was pregnant, and this is not one of them.  Luckily this month I'm keeping myself busy, but it's like I am always preoccupied with thoughts of starting our family.  I'm much more flighty than usual.
On another note, I figured out how to block status updates from people on facebook without unfriending someone, so at least that's one less "pregnancy feed." 
That's all for now...just discouraged.