Doing better now. Thanks Phil and Batrik.  It's always darkest before the dawn...The girls at work had birthday presents for me and took me out to lunch. This wasn't expected, but oh so nice. I nearly cried I was so happy that they remembered. My brother wants me to come visit him for a nice time out. I will probably be going to my brother's and spending some time with him, his wife and maybe a few friends in their neck of the woods. I will get through this day after all. :) Little miracles can happen!