I haven't visited this site for weeks. I am still alive and kicking. I had been going through a small depression, I think. I didn't have much motivation to do much of anything. I am starting to come out of it and getting some energy back. Work saps the life out of me and for the most part I am hating it these days, but it's necessary. My review will be coming up, so I can see where I stand. I hope to get a raise to help out with my home repairs.I feel very isolated when not on the phone with Ray. We are still talking a lot, but we both have things to get done and sometimes when I don't have things to occupy my time, I will get very lonely and a little sad. I could and should go out more, but I have a lot to do on the house if I want to rent it and taking the time to socialize really cuts into my weekend. I wish I could just hire a handyman and get this stuff done and over with. I am tired of no one to help me and no one to talk to. Ray calls, but he is having far worse problems than me. I suppose I shouldn't have to talk about my little problems, but I need a release once in a while. That's why I am writing it out here. In time all of this will come together and I'll begin a new life.I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend! Love to all
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