I haven't been visiting much and it's been a while. I have been working harder at work and home a bit more and have taken off the pounds from the holidays, but am about even.Been having some weird hormonal surge or something that has made me moody and withdrawn. Unfortunately in my job I cannot withdraw, I must be around people and be nice to them.Today was one of those days... ugh... I was changing the copier's toner cartridge and spilled it on the floor and on myself. What a mess! Then... later I made a negative comment in my email to a fellow coworker and "replied to all" and it went to the manager also. How stupid. I appologized and got the result I was looking for, but how embarassing. Our higher management has been going through major changes and all they seem to care about is the bottom line, so I am afraid for my job. Maybe I am worrying for nothing. I do have a different future in mind anyhow.I would love a hug and someone to really care. I am starved for affection and kindness. I hope everyone that may be reading this is doing well. I know some of you have so many struggles and challenges that my little petty problems seem silly to me, but it really feels good to write them out.Lots of love!!
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