Feeling much better today. 
Sometimes you just have to grab your fears by the kahunas and show them who's boss!!
Today I begin working on being more assertive and less scared of certain situtations. I had been living what I thought was a safe and secure life. This was comfotable, but I never took any chances. I want to change this right now...today. I am tired of fearing certain things such as testing the waters of a side business (like selling my photos) because of my lack of confidence.
I wonder if other people here, going through heartbreak have an increased amount of fears. What is this all about and does it hopefully get better?
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I\'m scared to death of absolutely every thing. I think him walking out has completely destroyed my self confidence ( which was never very high in the first place). Things are improving now I have my friend, he is the most amazing person at building me up. I\'m just beginning to believe that my life will be OK in the end and that I am worth something. I still am struggling at the independance thing, the total responsibility of everything is quite overwhelming at times. I hope it gets better with time.
You are doing great, I\'m so proud of you. Your photos are beautiful, they should be sold so that every one can enjoy them. Go and do it. Take care my friend, you are my inspiration. xxxxx