Updates with my life....

With the weight... I gained 2 pounds a few weeks ago and lost 1 of them this week. I was exercising at my job because now I have three floors of users to support instead of just 2 and I have been making an effort at home to get some exercise in when I can.

My STBX called on Friday and we are actually becoming friends again. Talking about the new relationships in our lives and where our futures may be heading. It looks like he has found someone special and she will be moving into the home he recently purchased at the end of September. He said she wants to meet me. Haha! That will be weird, but I am open to it, I guess. The important thing is that we are still getting along and there's been a lot of healing along the way. I don't feel any love for him any more and have healed enough to be comfortable with his decisions. He still cares about me a lot as a friend and I can see he still worries about me.

He was very, very pleased that I have found someone special, too. I guess it really eases his mind that I won't be commiting suicide any time soon. He asked all about him and I told him all I cared to share. My someone lives 3000 miles away, but we talk everyday on the phone for many many hours. We have talked more (in one month) than my STBX talked in the last 2 years. As I have come to know him, my feelings have grown more and more each day. Many of you will not understand this and caution me, but you don't know how good this man is and how sincere, kind and considerate he is to me. We are extremely compatible and right for each other. We both know how it feels to be dumped and have our whole world shattered because we met on this very site, so there is an unspoken trust between us. I haven't met him face to face, but that will happen in October. In the mean time we will continue the long distance relationship. Both of us went from total despair to total happiness in a relatively short amount of time.

There is hope for all of you that are hurting right now and reading this. Maybe it's in God's plan or in the hands of fate or whatever you believe.... having your current spouse leave, will free you for the most fulfilling life you can ever imagine. I hear this time and time again and I am starting to believe it!

I hope all of you are doing well and had a nice weekend.

I do love all of you so much!!

HUGS!!!!!!