I am feeling really great today!

I was attempting to move on and start dating, but I just realzed that I am not ready and it's OK!!!! I told the gentleman who was interested in me that I wasn't ready and he was very nice and understood perfectly. I feel like I am FREE!! I don't know what this feeling is, but I hope it never goes away!! I am ready to find out what "I" am all about! My photography, my music and fixing up the house....what ever!  I've decided to take a few months to explore all the possibilities.  I am looking forward to new friendships and strengthening the ones I already have. I feel like something wonderful is happening inside of me that I haven't felt in a long, long time. It's almost like being in love! 

I am sure I will still have my ups and downs, but I will enjoy this day. I feel like I love everyone and everything! I am completely sober and at work, no less, so this comes straight from the heart!

I love you all so much! If it weren't for some of you, I don't know if I could have gotten through some of my darkest days. 

What a day this has been
What a rare mood Im in
Why its almost like being in love

Theres a smile on my face
For the whole human race
Why its almost like being in love