I can no longer journal about my mother's Alzheimer's. I am afraid. She has became violent and paranoid not necessarily towards me, but my father. My father has become a complete stranger. I can say nothing more because it will only get worse. And I can only die once. I do not want my journals to seem written out of self-pity. Alzheimer's is taking over every waking thought. There has to be something else for me to think about.
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Can you get out of the house a little go outside have your sister or an neighbor take you out for the day. You and your dad need a break for awhile. Thoughts hugs and prayers-Stephanie (mom really needs some outside care a nurse a health aid or a nursing home she will not get any better.Someone should speak to your dad about this)
Sweetie, this worries me, if you are not going to vent about it here, then where? You are only human, and can\'t just \'stuff\' things as terrible as this. I need to PM you..................
It\'s okay to get things off your chest, even if it\'s about the same problems all the time. That\'s what your friends are here for, to listen and support you, no matter what you write about or think about.