Day 2

Day 2
It's day 2 since my granddaddy passed away and I am still screaming and crying for him. I am going on 5 hours of sleep in 2 days but for some reason I don't even feel tried. I am so angry and I wish I wasn't because I need to be there for my grandma but I can't help it. My granddaddy left me and without him here with me I am nothing. I don't have my dad with me so I am going through this stage of grief alone and all dad and i can do is grieve over the phone. I am so ready for his 159 days to be up so he can come home. I am so ready to have my daddy hold me so I can scream bloody murder. I am going through an emotional time and I know my family is here for me but good lord I want my daddy and I would love to have my granddaddy. I would give anything to hear my granddaddy say heather doo it's ok i would give anything to be with him and hold him and give him one more kiss goodbye. The last 2 days are by far the hardest days of my life. I hope if your reading this granddaddy i love you more than anything in this world and i will never ever forget you.