Sigh
My future here at A&M now hangs in the balance. My grades haven't gotten any better and while they were at a point where I wasn't at risk of lose my scholarship, I certainly am now. I didn't mean for it to get this bad. It just all got away from me while I was still hanging on tightly. I never truly stopped trying. I have given it everything I have and everything I have is falling short. I hope I can come back from this. I hope I can at least make the minimum requirement of a 2.5 to at least get another semester to try again and prove that I deserve to be here, but I am not so sure it is possible. Several of my classes need to go up entire letter grades and my test grades just keep dropping significantly. I need 90s in classes I still don't fully understand. I feel like a failure...I have let everyone down and it hurts more than I can express.
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You are not a failure! Don\'t think that. If you can\'t make it in school right now take some time for yourself to get stable. I lost my scholarship and took it easy for a bit. I went back to school fighting and finished with grants and loans. You can do it... Just take it slow. Hugs
Never give up, Megan. You are definitely not a failure! You are human. Think of the huge change you made leaving home for A&M. It can take a while to adapt. I believe in you and your ability to succeed there. Please do consider speaking with your profs if you haven\'t already. They are there to help. I\'m rooting for you. Hugs, Judy