Now, now now. I have no clue what I am doing anymore. Me and her grow apart with each and everyday. It's like we are walking two different dicrections. I wish I could turn around and walk with her, but for some reason I can't maybe I don't exsist to her. Maybe what I am doing isn't good enough. It sure seems that way. I want to forget about her but I can't she is the "it" that holds me together. I focus more when I am with her. I see the whole world in her eyes. and it is truly a miracle to see her. I wish there was a way to get her back, but there isn't. For all the people who tell me to "just get over her" thats not working, How can I get over her, When I built my future she is the main part. There is no way I can just stop loving her. I know what I am feeling is Love, that magical thing. I never felt this way about a girl in my life, I wish I could have her back I surly do. She can't just leave me here all by myself. Because right now I have no body, no bady I can talk to just the wall and I am to bitter to even do that.... wow I am a mess. =[