This is the most depressing day ever. I get to school and already I know it's going to be bad. Do you know why? Because it's Valentine's day. A day that I don't celebrate because last year that horrible girl that I love so much ruined it for me. I am just sitting here all by myself I hate this feeling of rejection, and I can't get over it. It is just so dumb that I have to sit here while everyone else has a love life. I don't probably never will, I mean It feels so good to know that someone you like can trust you but It will never be the same again, How do I trust someone after what happened I don't think I can, I am just rambling on about myself and I should be taking this and moving on but something keeps holding me back and I don;t know what to do anymore. I am so lost. I I wish I wasn't.