If it's anyday I can earse it was yeterday. I just feel like I have no grip on my life any more I have nothing left to fight for. I wish it was easy to just prove people wrong, but it isn't being here just reminds me how lonely I really am. I come on the computer put some music on that I know I shouldn't be listening to and just regret everything in life I did. I have worked to hard to feel this way and I don't know how to fix what I have done wrong in my life, but everytime I say I am going to change it never happens and I end up with nothing again. I don't know what to do anymore. It feels like the downfall of my life. =[