bad day

This is my first journal entry.  I'm not really sure why I'm writing it, I guess it's just a particularly bad day.  I'm not really sure if anyone will read it, but sometimes just getting it out helps.  I try really hard to stay positive and look for the humor in this weird situation, but the longevity of it is hitting hard today.  I've been praying a lot for strength because I simply cannot do this; my reserve of strength has been exhausted.  Maybe tomorrow things will be better.