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Resigned myself to the fact that today is going to suck, put it on autopilot and cruise thru the day. I have become a monster, a fucking whiner and crybaby and I dont have the energy or willpower to fight back today. I used to take pride in my resilience and toughness but I am exhausted and the fight is gone today. Fuck it!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Sorry you are having such a difficult day, i understand your frustration and I know how tough it is to try to pull through or to fight and you know if you need the day off from fighting it is ok, just know that when you are down and don\'t feel like fighting anymore, we are here to take up the fight for you, just go ahead and let us fight for you!!!!!!
I am in your corner and I am putting on the boxing gloves for you Charlie!!!!
JeanCarlin
JeanCarlin

It\'s so easy to give up the fight with this disease, we all do it occasionally, don\'t despair, it\'s only one day. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. We are all here for you. you can tell us anything :), we understand!!!
Hope things improve for you soon!!! Lots of hugs!!!!
jn4025
jn4025

I hope today is a better day. I know that feeling...have been there many times.