im better off not living. my life is such a mess. i have tried to get help. most of the time it does not work. nothing is gunna work for me. nothing is goign to help me. i just feel like taking a gun and put it to my head and end my life right there.Its so hard to act happy when your not. its hard to keep a happy face on when you cant. it hurts to lie to your friends and family and say im great but your not. i cant live like that anymore. yet i can't tell them that im not happy. also tell them what i have done and how i feel. i will make my famile feel like they have faild me. but they have not.I have been told that i am a waist of sperm. i never thought i was. now i think i am. i am a hopless little teenager. i feel like my life is over. yet i am still breathing. part of my life is over. i should finish the rest off. my life is bs.
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dont hurt urself and ur definitly not worthless.....u need to talk to ur parents, theyd rather know how u feel and try and help then be blind and then somn happen to u.....please talk to them
all i hear is i CANT DO THIS I CANT DO THAT BUT HERE IS SOME NEWS FOR YOU...............YOU CAN IF U WANT TO ................. IT WILL TAKE A LITTLE TIME BUT U CAN ..OK LIFE IS WHAT WE GIVE TO IT YES PEOPLE HURT US BUT ITS OUR CHOICE TO MAKE IT BETTER FOR US NO ONE ELSE BUT US..U MUST BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF AND TELL PEOPLE HOW U REALLY FEEL ...SO STOP SAYING U CANT AND START SAYING I CAN ..U ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE NO ONE ELSE !!!!!
Your life is worthess? now thats the bs..
You\'ve been happy before yes?
Then you can be happy again!
Think of your friends, think of good times you\'ve had- they\'ll be SO much more of both in the times ahead.. which you will never experience if you take a gun to your head