omg. last was the worst. i hat to go to the hospitial, well its my foult fot that. i was being stupid and got drunk. then after that i took some pills that i take and that was not smart. my mom told me that she found me laying on the floor. beside me she found some sleping pills, i guess i took them. they where my dads. he told me that there where like 6 left and the bottle was empty. so i guess i was fucked up. im so glad the i am alive and here. i promissed myself that i wont do that again. i am still in the hospital and i hope that i will be ok. but i dont know. well talk to you guys soon. bye