It is so frustrating ,because I have been doing so well for quite some time now .Then two weeks ago after we came home from one of our holidays .I have been feeling very weary.. washed out ..and worn out.
Every day for the past 2 weeks ....I do EFT and that does help but then I am back to square one... I know it is the anxiety causing me to feel this way.. yet I also know I have so much to be thankful for and I am thankful... very very thankful... so why does this persist,many years ago I was in the same postion ,and asking myself why ...so I know it will pass with time ... but in the meantime I feel so guilty .. because even though he says it doesnt affect him ..I feel me being like this must have some unfair affect on my Husband...

well I guess thats it for now .. bye to all and warm wishes to all in DS
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 The reason I am feeling sooooooooooooo horrible is that my beloved husband is ill and in hospital,he had an horrendous fall Last Wednesday,he has deep gashes in his head,needed 16 stitches,and some broken and fractured ribs,and is so very very poorly with it.I am so worried about him ,he doesn't complain or moan ,bless him,I sit sobbing and sobbing,at home because I cannot do anything to help him and I am so very afraid because I have a feeling I am losing him,I am heart broken at his suffering and at this horrible horrible thought ... I love this loving and gentle man sooooo very much....

Well I did not lose my beloved husband,thankfully the Good Lord Jesus,didnt want him to return home to the spirit home yet.
It has taken quite a long for him to get back to good health but it is beginning to happen now,although we have had some not so good times ,with either one of us not being too good ,then the other one...however we still have one another and a lovely family and a lovely home and that counts for a lot ...so for now that is all I have to report in my profile.