I wish i could rip my heart out ..place it on a plate, and give it to someone that I love.. so they could step on it.I wish i could jump into a lions den infront of everyone that cared about me.have them watch me be ripped apart..like the way that they have done to me.I wish i could jump off a cliff, and hit my head on a ledge for every person that has betrayed me.I wish I could inject acid into my veins so it would eat away the little bit left of my heart.besides the possible death of a friend that has changed my views on life..besides feeling like i a failing at everything at school.besides a broken heart..besides my questioning life..Things will get better..Things will get better........someday"I wear this crown of thornsUpon my liar's chairfull of broken thoughtsI cannot repairBeneath the stains of timeThe feelings disappearYou are so..What have I becomemy sweetest friendEveryone I know goes away in the end.you can have it allMy empire of dirt.I will let you down.I will make you hurt.if I could start againA million miles awayI would keep myselfI would find a way"