Another day!
UGH!
I just deleted all of my type!
I will start over and hope my fingers don't hit the wrong keys again. UGH!
I have been dealing with the fatigue. It is my biggest complaint right now. My husband told me to talk with my doc about getting something for energy. I see my GP tomorrow so I will ask him.
High today is supposed to be 12, so it is not easy to leave the heat off in the car or the house. I had the heat on all the way to work today in the car but it didn't start to feel warm until I had gotten to work. Then I shut it off...LOL. I swear I will never get this stuff. I never know when I am too hot until it is too late. I didn't want to get out of bed today. That isn't very new. I just didn't want to get out into the cold air. I guess though that my retirement to Arizona is not going to happen. I so used to love the heat. Now I cannot take it.
On a good note, my new neuro wrote a note for me for work. The supervisors wanted something from the specialist about my limitations. They wrote the same thing as my GP. Sedentary work. No excessive walking. Idk what my supervisors are hoping to get. Maybe they are looking for a way to release me from work. I wouldn't mind collecting unemployment for a while.
I had the interview for the other job. I wasn't nervous at all. I felt stupid though and wasn't thrilled with my answers. I also am not so sure that I would be happy with that job. It would be a good job. It is just the six weeks of training in Denver that have me spinning. First of all, I don't want to leave my children that long. Second, I don't know how my health will be and I feel like if I go to Denver away from family then it will be worse. Maybe I am just being silly. I think travelling would be fine but that is because I have my family with me. I will be alone in Denver and that frightens me. I know that the agency would let me take someone with me but everyone works. It isn't like anyone could take the 6 weeks off to go with me. Now I am thinking I don't want the job. Hey, who knows, they probably won't want me either. That would be a win win.
On a different note, things are much quieter in my area at work. Someone must have had a chat with people about my grievance. They are quiet and working for a change. I don't mind people talking and such, I just don't like to hear the chatter for hours on end and then they don't appear to be doing anything about that. I also think that my supervisor probably had to stop doing their work. That makes them busy for real. At any rate, if it stays this quiet back here, then I will gladly stay. I know it is only a bandaid tho. Things will go back to being what they were.
I just deleted all of my type!
I will start over and hope my fingers don't hit the wrong keys again. UGH!
I have been dealing with the fatigue. It is my biggest complaint right now. My husband told me to talk with my doc about getting something for energy. I see my GP tomorrow so I will ask him.
High today is supposed to be 12, so it is not easy to leave the heat off in the car or the house. I had the heat on all the way to work today in the car but it didn't start to feel warm until I had gotten to work. Then I shut it off...LOL. I swear I will never get this stuff. I never know when I am too hot until it is too late. I didn't want to get out of bed today. That isn't very new. I just didn't want to get out into the cold air. I guess though that my retirement to Arizona is not going to happen. I so used to love the heat. Now I cannot take it.
On a good note, my new neuro wrote a note for me for work. The supervisors wanted something from the specialist about my limitations. They wrote the same thing as my GP. Sedentary work. No excessive walking. Idk what my supervisors are hoping to get. Maybe they are looking for a way to release me from work. I wouldn't mind collecting unemployment for a while.
I had the interview for the other job. I wasn't nervous at all. I felt stupid though and wasn't thrilled with my answers. I also am not so sure that I would be happy with that job. It would be a good job. It is just the six weeks of training in Denver that have me spinning. First of all, I don't want to leave my children that long. Second, I don't know how my health will be and I feel like if I go to Denver away from family then it will be worse. Maybe I am just being silly. I think travelling would be fine but that is because I have my family with me. I will be alone in Denver and that frightens me. I know that the agency would let me take someone with me but everyone works. It isn't like anyone could take the 6 weeks off to go with me. Now I am thinking I don't want the job. Hey, who knows, they probably won't want me either. That would be a win win.
On a different note, things are much quieter in my area at work. Someone must have had a chat with people about my grievance. They are quiet and working for a change. I don't mind people talking and such, I just don't like to hear the chatter for hours on end and then they don't appear to be doing anything about that. I also think that my supervisor probably had to stop doing their work. That makes them busy for real. At any rate, if it stays this quiet back here, then I will gladly stay. I know it is only a bandaid tho. Things will go back to being what they were.
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I\'m sorry. Life REALLY sucks at times. I\'ve had it with mine too. Usually I can find something encouraging to say, but it\'s pretty difficult today. I guess we just keep hanging in there until it improves...... I think it will get better!! :)
I am sorry that you are not feeling up to par! I seen it on the news this morning that you guys are going to be COLD today! It is good that you are getting a bit of peice at work right now, even if it will not last too long. I completely understand about not wanting to leave your family!
I really do feel for you about what you are going through at work. My mom went through the same thing, and they did find the chance to fire her. It is so awful how people get treated when they bust there tails for a company!
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, I sure do wish you the best!
Lisa
You sound a bit like me you are too hard on yourself! I will pray for you when I have finished typing.