frustrated

I spent my day at work yesterday packing up my cubicle. I decided that if the bosses want to fire me, I want to get all my stuff out of here before they do it.  I haven't heard anything yet about what they are going to do though.  Seems that packing my personal things was too much.  Yesterday afternoon  I could feel my right leg going.  Today, foot drop and tingling.  Surprise surprise!  I then got a call yesterday afternoon that the new neurologist that I was scheduled to see today had to cancel my appointment.  He was put on call so he couldn't see appointments today. They are going to call and reschedule me when they know when they can.  That was extremely disappointing.  Not much I could do about it though.  So, instead of a day off to visit a new neurologist, I came to work.  I didn't have anything on my calendar for today, so it is kind of a waste to be here, but I am saving my leave for when I have my rescheduled appointment.
Since I have been having a lot of foot drop issues, like weekly, I have been putting a lot of stress on my left leg. My left knee is killing me now!  I try to use my cane to keep the weight and pressure off of my left knee, but it doesn't always help.  Maybe I should use my wheelchair to ease that pressure. 
So, I continue to wait for the new neurologist appointment. Maybe there is some hidden plan for me and that  is why the wait.