nervous

Well, today I have my cystoscopy and instillation. Hopefully it will all go well.  Not sure what to think. I passed black blood clots yesterday... kind of scary.  Hoping that since I started this bladder friendly diet that it is just my body healing.  This diet sure works for the weight I have gained too!  I have lost 6 pounds in 6 days.   It is nice since I gained 20 lbs since I started having my neurological issues.  Seems like I can't do much when I have an episode and so I just sit and eat thru my depression.   Now, I am limited on what I can eat.