Took Luna to the vet. Getting there was the easy part...she was a terrible little patient. I have never seen her behave like that - she was why people hate cats. I will have the results of her tests tomorrow....sounds like whatever she has maybe serious but not life threatening. She doesn't seem to be suffering at all. It makes me sad.  I pray they do not need me to bring her in again - that would be a nightmare. I am not feeling well today (no surprise there). Got my period at 8:30am.  I was out of bed around 6:00am - gave up on sleep (again!).  I took at nap from 12:30pm to 3:30pm - with Luna.  I was miserable getting up.  Just wanted to give up.  Somehow found the fight again.  Had dinner with a friend.  Fought back many tears.  I am really fighting here...come on brain...work with me.