12:45 am (Saturday night - con't from 2 below entries) I did my best to deal with a painful day. I was creative (thanks to watching at least 10 hours of HGTV) and I cleaned in spurts. Made sure I did not over do it. I ate terribly. With the PMS, chemical crap and ALL of my friends being out of town - the lows were getting me today (see below enties)...but eventhough I did not get out...I showered and got dressed. I did the best I could. Once again - here I am at that sleep hour - and anxious. Hopefully fresh sheets and a clean room with help.
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I\'m with you, I think. Though the day as a whole went pretty well for me (started with breaking in a new road bike and a great workout) it has slowly deteriorated to where it is now - with me wallowing in more self-pity than I want to allow myself to wallow in.
Damn, I\'m not sure which days have been worse to me - the ones that are crappy all the way through from beginning to end or the ones that seem like great days that end up in the trash bin.
Either way, we\'ll make it through days like this, you and I. We both know that no matter how bad today is there is another day tomorrow and it has potential to be a great day from beginning to end. Let\'s stay focused on that thought, you and I. Tomorrow has potential and today is almost over.
I hope you find some good sleep tonight since tomorrow is going to be great. *fingers crossed*