FAT

I feel fat. I know it’s not a feeling. But that is how I feel. I ate a lot in the evening and I don’t like it. It’s gross. And you’ll laugh at me, because it probably doesn’t seem like much. But it was. I ate a bowl of really salty, buttered popcorn (400?) and half a brownie (250?) at school. Then I came home and had a bag of cheese puff things (65 cal bag). And after that I had a bowl of rice (320) with butter (50) and parmesan cheese (350) and 5 (maybe 3 square inches) cheese rolls (500). Now, I may not be wonderful at math, but I believe that equals out to be a fucking massive 1935 calories! God dammit! I am so angry! Agghhhhhhhh!!!!! Fuck! I am so not fucking happy right now.