After a week of crying, feeling upset and generally miserable about losing Gareth, I have now reached the point where it no longer seems real again.  I've just gone numb and it feels like everything is as it was before.  Perhaps I am starting to get over it a bit, although I don't feel like I've done enough grieving.  Being distant from it all doesn't help it to sink in at all.  It's difficult.The coroner has adjourned the inquest until a later date.  Gareth's funeral is next Tuesday, 30th October at 11am.  I knew he'd have me getting out of bed early!!