Hmmm.  Have just woken up at 12 noon.  Body clock is on the spin again.  By rights I should be in Islamabad or Karachi to be working on normal time, but I think I'll just stick with getting up late, thanks all the same.I think I've figured it out.  I'm trying to be Premier League when I'm not, I'm probably League One (bear in mind that the Championship is between the two!!).  I'm like Northampton Town trying to be Manchester United, or Northampton Saints trying to be Wasps.  It ain't never going to happen.  Problem is, although I'm not that '10 out of 10', I've got Premier League standards...and that is what I set my sights on.  Is it time to face the facts and drop the dream?