Lonely
Maybe I should join the lonliness support group, but I am struggling to admit I need anyone in my life. And at the same time, I crave connection, friendship and love. I guess I'll figure out eventually how to piece my life back together. But for today, it feels impossible. Sorry to sound so down, for years I've desperately wanted help to find happiness,now I've just given up that this will ever be possible. I'd do anything, inpatient, hospital, whatever, just to find a way to end this chronic depression and severe anxiety, and ED. I cope in unhealthy ways and all it does is tear me down further into despair. And ultimately I know it comes down to me, but I've always been my worst enemy. Not sure how to find peace with myself. It seems all I do is screw things up.
Replies
try not to be so hard on your self ...not beat your self up so much ......make sure you have talked everything out ..we realy need to talk everything that has ever hurt us has to come out ....or it will just keep eating away at us ...all our pain has to come out ...you could always just go and read somthings on the lonleyness group and see if you realy want to join that group ....no need to feel sorry this is ware .all this needs to come out ....it is good that you are getting thingd out .....are you on meds for your depreshion .if so than I think you need to get them adjusted ...and if you don\'t have a counclour or phicatrist ...now is the time to get one and get everything out .....and help with the meds ...I have to think that ...there was some one else in your life who told you those words first ..that you..always scrued thingd up ...if there is anything there that has to come out .....take very good care of your self ...be kind to your self ..live one day at a time .....I will keep you in my prayers ..that you will find peace within your self .....God bless