I just started a new job cleaning homes for handicapped people that cant. Its not all the time right now but its something I can do that helps others and I have been doing since I was kid and know how to do without feeling stupid because I cant retain stuff as fast as I used too. People seem to be impatient at other jobs expecting remembering after once telling you and then criticizing you. That does not help anyone feel like they can keep a job and makes you feel disabled again.