confused

I cant believe you said it was ok to stay at your house to be secure. Then tell me I act like I am drugs (prescription) I was really feeling normal and still am but I have heard I am homeless even though I pay 400'00 rent. Shush me when I say a few things during tv almost everyday. That I need to cut my hair because I look 60 when I am 49 because I have shoulder length white hair. I like it because its me. Beauticians say it looks awesome. You have nothing nice to say. Then the low blow. Started dating a guy who is just like me and he wants to take me out dancing and wants to get me a dress and shoes so that I can belong to his dance class and so I can feel beautiful.  and you tell me I am selling myself. Does that mean prostitution? I came to feel safe and at home with people who were so supportive.  I am totally confused.