You have brought me solice
Some twisted kind of peace
Slowly turning from fun
Into some kind of beast
 
Everything on the line
For one lucky break
The price was too high
But thats the chance I would take
 
I have been unfaithful
To my tortured soul
I'm begging for forgiveness
Something you may know
 
I was adicted to being a hero
Even for just one minute
A pat on the back for a great job
I just had to win it
 
The cost is too high
Relationships strained
Self worth in the dumps
Bank accounts drained
 
I'm telling you goodbye
A bittersweet end
I will mourn the loss
But it's time to mend
 
A fresh start
This time my way
With grace from above
Even if its just for today