ALMOST THERE

I made anither payment towards my trip today. Thank you Over time!!!!!! While i'm in Cali I decided to take a few extra days and have my sister show me around to different apt complexes out there near her. After the start of the New Year I have decided to start applying for jobs out there. I have been on Craigslist and there alot of preschools looking for Directors and Asst. Teachers. This is a very hard decision for me as my older children will not be able to come with us. I am starting to feel like I just can't rebuild a life out here. This is the place he loves he drug us all out here from our happy lives in Dallas only to run out on us a few years later. I love California it's where I was meant to be all along and maybe some of my sadness is that I just don't like it here. Cali has my most favorite things in the world. Everything I LOVE. My family sister, aunts, uncles, cousins. The BEACH which I dream of all the time and of course DISNEYLAND!!!!!!!! I would be living around 30 minutes from Disney. Alot of planning to do but my heart is pulling me there and I really believe that Austin and I can start over fresh with a whole new life in front of us. Instead of staying here feeling sad aboout all we LOST and worrying he is around every corner....................