I'm not quite as sad today. My goddaughter slept over last night and we had so much fun. Since I can't have any kids of my own right now she is the next best thing. I love her so much! I'm not going to take the clomid this cycle. I feel like I need a break from the stress and feeling like crap all the time, not that I feel good a lot because of the endo but just not adding to it. my recovery from the surgery was really hard and I had so much endo removed that I might just need some more time before everything gets back to normal. I'm trying not to be discouraged but its so hard! I hope all of you are doing well, I think of youi all often and I pray for you in your struggles too. I hope we all get our miracle babies soon. I know you all will be amazing mothers, we have gone through so much that we will be that much more grateful when we get our wish. Love and hugs.