Well no luck this month. I got my . on Tusday and it was a week early and very painfull. I really got my hopes up again for nothing. I can't stop crying. Clomid is supposed to make my cycle regular and my . has never been early in my life! I don't know if I can keep this up my emotions and my physical pain is so overwhelming sometimes. I feel so alone thank god I found this site at least you all understand, I feel like no one else does. I'm so scared my husband will regret marrying me because I can't give him the family that he wants. And everyone we know is wondering when we are going to have kids. Only our closest friends and relatives know what is going on and my work of course. I had to call in sick again and they act like I'm faking it or something. If they only knew. At least my vacation is only a week away thats the only thing that is keeping me going. Hugs to you all.

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Dear Heather you are defintly not alone. I will pray to God to give you strength and courage and take the pain away!! I hope you are at peace soon.