Happy Monday all!!  Been a rough few days for me.  I went out with some friends to a karoake bar on Thursday and had a great time and did not make a fool out of myself by singing in front of everyone.  (I sang back up from my seat, and I was terrific!!)    Stayed out too late, but did not drink too much!!  I was proud of myslef, because I could have easily jumped off the deep into a bottle of something!!  I woke up about 2:30 a.m. Friday with a fever and vomitting.  I only lasted about 1 1/2 hours at work Friday morning and had to go home.  Slept and got sick all day long.  Had a yard sale Saturday, which was very difficult for me!!  It was very hard watching strangers pick thru things that belong to my mother and then take them home.  It was an emotional day and I cried all day!!  I received an invitation to the movies from a guy.  I went to the movies with him.  I was very pleased that he didn't try to hold my hand or put his arm around me or kiss me.  I am very old fashioned, no contact on the first date.  I was thankful that he respected that.  I told him I just wanted to be friends, that is all I can offer him.  He said he will take whatever he can get....what is that supposed to mean?  I am distancing myself from that situation.  Kinda makes me remember why I never was big on dating to begin with.  Never have gone out with a bunch of different men, never really dated.  I have no clue what to do!!    Oh well!!  All in good time!!

I got into a fight my brother on the phone last night.  He didn't come to the service for mom and now he wants all of her belongings and her money.  I told him there was no money and that most of the things he wants belong to James.  My brother is a jacka**!!  Complete and total jacka**!  The conversation ended as well as it could.  I just ignore him for the most part!  But when I go to San Antonio in a couple of weeks I have to see him and give some of the stuff mom had put aside for him and for my niece and nephew.  Not gonna be fun!  I did tell him I was not going to go thru the  boxes, I am having a difficult enough time doing it here.  If there was something he is unhappy about he can call me later about it.  He just said whatever Jennifer!!!  That is when we hung up and I called my special friend...

He always cheers me up and makes me laugh.  I still have no idea how in the world this man is single!!!  Too bad he lives so far away.............

Happy day to all!!