Well, I found a locket that I love!  I ordered it and it will be here by the end of the week.. I am going to put some of mom's hair and ashes in it and have it sealed up.So much drama with my stbx today, but he isn't worth my time or energy.  I am trying to focus on what is important to me.  He is no longer on the top of that list.  He is however on the top of my OTHER list.  :>)  Actually, the things that belong on the OTHER list, aren't important enough to garner their own list.  I deserve better, I will have better.  It was time for my mom to go home and I have to accept that and move on with my life.  I have to continue with my plan to make my life better for me and the girls.  It will take some time and I am o.k. with that.  One breath at a time, one step at a time, one day at a time.  Baby steps.  I have a lot of support that I cherish and do not want to push away or have them think I am taking any of them for granted.  I have been very blessed to have been given the things and people that I do have in my life.  I am grateful, truly grateful.  There are those that really need support and help.  There are people out there that think they are worthless.  None of us are worthless.  We all have value, it is up to us to make something out of what God created in us.   I am going to do my best to support and help those that are more in need than I am.