O.K. It is Monday and I am work, trying to work, just not actually accomplishing much.  Lots of emails to catch up on.  Had a difficult weekend.  We are planning a Memorial Service at the house for next Saturday.  Not sure how that is going to go for me.  The kids seem to be o.k., they keep asking how I am and if they can do something to help me.  Sweet girls, love em!!!  Today is my moms husbands birthday.  Don't know what to do for him.  Tried to sleep last night but kept thinking of my mom.  Strange thing happened though...when I would cry it was ike a switch was turned on and thoughts of my friend would pop into my head.  Literally every time I started to cry over my mom.  I must have an angel out there looking over me.  I couldn't get over it, it was the weirdest thing.  It was like my mom was trying to keep me happy and keep my mind off the sadness that is overwhelming me right now.  I will try to sleep tonight, maybe I will take a Lunesta.TAGGED...I have apparently been tagged over the weekend.  Here it goes...I have to have the labels in my fridge and cabinets facing forward and I have to have coffee filters or paper towels in between my dishesI always have my toe nails paintedI cannot leave my house without earringsI sing (very loudly) in my car with the windows down and the sunroof open...unless it is raining and then I just sing loudly.  I get a lot of strange looks!I love coffe, but it has to be almost cold before I can drink it, same with hot chocolateI believe in love at first sightI believe in fairy talesI love mint chocolate chip ice creamI don't like the way hair spray feels in my hairMy favorite color is pinkI am not too weird am I?On another note...I saw this quote last night:The sould would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears.