Happy Tuesday!  What a beautiful day today.  I woke up in such a great mood!  I woke up with that song that Mister Rogers would sing...It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood!  It is gonna be stuck in my head all day long!!  Oh well!  I called the hospital and checked on my mom.  She is resting comfortably.  She is doing the plasma exchange again and they have her on coumadin also, for the clot in her lungs.  I am going to see her this weekend.  My brother is there in San Antonio so he and his wife will be ther off and on throughout the week and my aunt from Houston should be coming down as well.  She is in God's hands and so is my faith and trust.  Nothing to do now except pray and believe.Yesterday when I wrote about my friend who called to lean on me and he ended up listening and not telling my why he called...I spoke with him last night and he seems to think it was no big deal.  I disagree.  You don't always find someone as special as that.  People tend to get wrapped up in their own problems and find it difficult to be there for someone else in need.  What he did meant so very much to me.  I don't want him to feel uncomfortable about it, but I want him to know how much I appreciate what he did for me and that I will never forget it.I have been holding something in and I am not quite sure why.  I found out on Friday that my stbx is seeing someone else.  I had my suspicions, but always just put them out of my mind.  But when I went to pick up some mail & some jewelry I found part of a condem wrapper on the floor next to the bed.  He tried his best to convince me it was a noodle seasoning packet.  but, you know what?  It wasn't!  It was a condem wrapper.  It doesn't bother me that he is sleeping with someone, more power to him.  It bothers me that he still thinks we need to share a bed when we are divorced and all this time he is with someone else.  I don't understand how he can tell me all the things he does, like I am beautiful, he misses me, he misses my touch and my kiss and this whole time he is with someone else?  What is going thru his mind?  Please don't misunderstand, I am not jealous, I don't want to ever share a bed with him again, I just know why he has to talk to me that way.  He always tries to kiss me when he sees me.  Says he misses my lips....O.K.!  WHATEVER!!  He told me he can't believe how quickly I am getting over him and how well I am doing...I am just fine!  He apparently is too, he is already in bed with someone else.  Wow!  That just blows my mind.Anyhow...today is going to be a good day.  It already is a good day.  Saw my lawyer yesterday and it went better than I had expected.  Looking forward to getting this behind me.  FAR, FAR BEHIND ME!!  I do have to say though, I am looking forward to my trip in October so much more!  October can't get here quickly enough.Have a terrific day!!!