Happy Wednesday everyone!  I took the divorce papers to my lawyer yesterday and I made an appt to go over everything with her next Monday.  I had a really strange sensation yesterday when I walked out of her office.  Not strange in a bad way, strange in a good way.  I know this marriage is over and I am o.k. with that.  I guess it is just that I am one step closer to really being free.  That must be it, that I am one step closer to really, really moving on with my life.  It a wonderfully scary feeling.  Like a rush of adrenaline out of nowhere.  I am becoming more impulsive and more carefree.  I like who I am and I shouldn't have to change for anyone.Onto better things...Something wonderful happened to me yesterday.  I received a phone call from a friend and I was very, very flattered.  It made my day, made my month!  I like the fact that this friend acted on an impulse.  It was very nice and I really appreciate it.  I am sure I sounded like a total idiot when I was talking to my friend.  I can be such a dork sometimes!  I giggled like a school girl when we got off the phone, it is a good thing I was the only one here in the office.  :>)  Friends are wonderful creatures!