I am actually doing better today.  No, I don't believe I am in denial, I am just having a great day.  Helping others always makes me feel better about myself and since I have been doing a lot of that lately, I am o.k. today.  I am hoping to be o.k. tomorrow and the next day too.  :>)  I really need a vacation though!!!  One day I suppose.  One day soon. I started reading this book called It's Called A Breakup Because It Is Broken: The Smart Girls Breakup Buddy by Greg Behrendt & Amiira Routola-Behrendt.  It is actually a very good book and not just for gilrs.  There are some very interesting points and outlooks.  I recommend it to  anyone whol likes to read and laugh and who wants help healing.  Note to everyone...Remember: the right person is out there right now wondering when he/she is going to meet you. Never frown in public, someone just may be falling in love with your smile.You are worth it!You deserve greatness and happiness.