All of my friends are either going away to uni, working in good respectable jobs with a future or are at the stage in their relationships were they are living together and surviving on their own.
 
I have none of that, it's going to be at least 3 years before i can start to think of going to uni, i work in primark so theres no bloody respect their and no concept of a future and i have no love life to speak of so im still at home with my parents.
18 years, of struggle and constantly trying to prove to not only myself but my family that im not a complete waste of space and this is what i have to show for myself? Absolutely nothing, well i guess i cant be too suprised when they look at me with dissapointment can i?
I'm smart. Smart enough to be going to university, the only reason im not is because some stupid switch in my brain that handles stress turns itself off when i entered my exams causing me to fail even though in my class work i was getting A's and B's.
I read plenty, ive got around 30 books, and kept all my old textbooks from school. Im a good person, i donate to charities of all sorts i always make sure my friends know im there for them whatever they need, i love my family more than anything and would do anything for me, i dont steal or do drugs, i dont drink, i dont ask for alot infact hardly anything at all.