yesterday was saturday. i had a lot of time to myself. i don't do so well when i'm by myself -- too much thinking time. i get sad. i think about the people who hurt me and i get angry. i saw the movie "american gangster" and that probably did not help. that was a violent movie. i don't feel like i have the lord in my heart because i try to take revenge on the ones that hurt me--atleast i do think about hurting them. those thoughts feel so real at times.
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Let God worry about the revenge. The Bible says, \"Vengence is mine. I will repay sayeth the Lord.\" If we leave it in His hands we do not have to stress over it or waste our energy. He loves you and cares about what you have gone through. I am so sorry this monster did this to you and that your other uncle would not help you. Hugs,
Diane