I can't find any other word to describe my mood today other than 'meh' its not good its not bad, its just numb. I do have something to look forward to though, tomorrow I'm taking my son to see High School Musical on Ice, we got him the tickets for Christmas and he's so excited about going. We also have a school project to do, he's to boil an egg, decorate it and look after it for a week. He has to collect sponsors and the money goes to a childrens charity so we've had some fun decorating the egg etc. I still feel really sick too. I just keep sitting here and feeling like I'm going to throw up  but nothing happens, I got another hpt today and am going to do it tomorrow just to be sure