Well I'm back from my holiday. The time away did me good, I had chance to think about things, get away from everything and put things into perspective.I found out last night babies dad is now seeing someone else and doesn't want to know, I'm sad and angry but not for me for my child, I wanted them to have a dad and be able to do things like a family etc but sadly that isn't going to happen.Last night and today I've thought a lot, I'm not going to let it get me down, I'm going to provide for my child, I'll give him/her the life they deserve and as for him well it's his loss in the end.I'm still recovering from my flight but have something to look forward to, I'm meeting a friend I've chatted to for a while on Weds, we're gonna meet up have a drink etc and just cheer each other up On a good note I have an appointment with my midwife on Thurs to get a scan date and sort out a few things so I'll probably feel better once I've seen baby kicking away on tv