I found a lump last night. I'm so scared. I hardly slept all night. I've convinced myself it has to be bad, but then am I unlucky enough to have cancer 3 times?I've only been in remission since August. I felt so much better, had a scare about 8 weeks ago with my kidneys but it was proved just to be a cyst. I was so relieved I promised myself like I did when I was told I was in remission I was going to live life every day, not just exisit.Now I've found this and I've realised I've not been living my life. I just plod along day to day. There's so much I want to do and see and now I'm not sure if it'll happen.I have to wait until Monday to call my oncongologist to get it looked it. It's sore and the whole area around is tender to touch. I don't know how I'm going to get through this weekend