Well it's been a while since I've visited here. I've been trying lots of different things and had up and down days. I'm doing pretty well right now, I seem to have my BP under control and I haven't cut myself in over a week. I've been on some new medication and have a different psychiatrist so maybe that's helping, who knows.I did have a bad relapse after I lost my grandad, but things seem to be on the up again now