I relapsed onto the glue. But only one tube. Been doing alright thought, lots of appointments. I stopped taking my pills and had nightmares last night. A girl i was getting to know rejected me, she went to japan and when she came back didnt want to know me so I told her where to shove it. She wanted me to be depressed with her and all dark, and I kept telling her to change her appetitie and sleep frequently and she would feel a lto better, I guess she didnt want to get better. I went to donate blood but my iron count was too low and so she sent me packing. she asked if I had breakfast and I lied. All Ive ad is watermelon and diet coke for 2 days. so Its back again, and they canceled my eating apointment and moved it back to next month. Oh dear.