Ive changed my gw to 110lbs. I just ate like 5 people worth of pasta, omg, but its out of my stomach now. Im so scared that some more is left in there. Rick and I figured out that all my life I have been abandoned so thats why I isolate heaps and all the other shit. Ive got work now, I cant wait for the school holidays, I am going to get really into shape. But I wont run cos I really cant do it haha and I end up feeling crappier. I'll swim even more and bike even more. Also wheile Im by myself it will be easier to keep track of what im eating. I feel so guilty about all this food being wasted but I do not want it on me. I have to work now.