I am feeling very low. My car broke down on the way home. I then decided I would have a tomato sandwich and ended up cutting the tipp of my finger off, it still bleeding. I cried and then when I was in my room it was just all this sadness welled up and I lost control for a bit. I have remade my sandwhich bt can only face the tomato. I had some bread but ugh. I feel like crap and its all my fault. I want to dissapear.