As bad as I felt I am now breathing the freshest of air in this new enviroment I would adore to call home. I went to gymnastics for the first time in three weeks! man did my spilts hurt. And I ripped my left palm from doing the same move for an hour on the bars. So then me and they guys started doing crazy jumps into the pit. It felt like flying. It was a mission getting through all that foam though! Everything else isn't healing yet, but perhaps if I heal then the rest will follow. I want to start meditation again but I need to clean my room and my car and change my appearance for it to be effective. I was thinking going a lighter shade of brown atm Im kinda a almost black brown. I wana do it. Next pay day I actually might!